Bad Internet Poker

I am running bad+ playing terrible at the moment. Been trying my luck at 6max NL50 and am a pay-off wizard. If you have a hand, I will pay your off. Probably with A high.

My options at the moment are to focus on watching some videos, playing 4 tables and developing some skill/Luck or sticking to pokemon on an old school gameboy. I think pokemon is the +Ev option. Luck is my best hope for poker at the moment. I have destroyed my 1.6k roll down to 1.2 in a matter of days which isn't flash.

Had an awful session over the weekend when I went on super aggro monkey retard spastic mongol donkey tilt. I kept running big hands into bigger ones and was not able to get away from them. Paid off set over set, A high over K high flush etc. Quit out of 4 tables and stayed in the 2 tables I had 150bb+ with the thought that a double up will make it all better. Hit the nut flush v a 3/4 stack and got paid off. Up to 260bb and feeling better. The very next hand was against the only guy who had me covered. I 3 bet with AJo from the blinds v a loose open from the button. From comes down KTx two hearts. I c bet out as standard and get called. Turn is x heart and I check, hoping to be able to rep the flush on the river. River is a T. I make a hand. I lead out with the intention of folding to a raise. The villain jams it all in and I move to fold. Somehow in my fucked up tilted psyche the messages are confused and the mouse moves uncontrollably to the call button which has grown to over 3 times its normal size. With my eyes closed I hear the click of the mouse. I shut the lid on the laptop without looking, already knowing the result.